Time

Ain't got no regrets.
Ain't losing track of
which way I'm going.
Ain't gonna double back now.
-- Lou Gramm

I just took off the last of the babyproofing latches. And I started bawling! It's hard to believe Jacob is going to be 4 in a month.

I guess I'm done hitting the snooze button on the biological clock. Which is strange, because:
1. I never really thought I'd be a good mom before I had kids.
2. I just spent a horrible day with four kids who walked all over me.

Yeah, I love 'em all. But it's really something to suddenly realize that procreation days are over when you never really planned on them meaning so much.